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Jun. 26th, 2012

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Hey guys have you ever felt like you were too shy to share what was really on your mind? You know what I'm talking about. The time when your friend is wearing the most disgusting outfit on the planet but you don't want to say anything because she thinks it rocks. Or how about the time when your best friend is acting like a snob and you just want to call her out on it but you cant because you are at a party and you don't want to start a fight. I know some people can just go out and say "That is atrocious. Take it off." but most of the time I'm not one of those people. I'm on the opposite end, where I say the funniest and wittiest things but no one hears them but me because I'm too scared to say what I mean or say what I feel. So this is for that person. The person people watching at the mall beneath their sunglasses. The person that is possible the coolest person on earth, but no one every knows because no one cares enough to look deeper into the quiet, nerdy girl in the back corner of class. Here is a sneak peek into that girl's mind:


Too Shy to Share

Have you ever felt like you are to shy to share?

I feel like this almost everyday. 

On the inside I have a lot to say,

On the inside my emotions run wild,

On the inside I speak my mind. 

But on the outside,

I'm silent. 

On the outside I try to not cause problems

On the outside I just nod and smile at everything and everyone

On the outside I don't show my hurt

But on the inside, 

I can never shut up or shut down

Inside my head is where I spend all my time

Inside my head, I analyze every detail, every aspect of life 

Inside my head, I say the sassy comeback or the harsh truth

Because sometimes its just not worth it to say it out loud. 

It's not worth the trouble to tell her that shirt doesn't look good, and risk hurting her feeling. 

It's not worth the trouble to tell a person how I really feel about them, and risk becoming a bitch. 

It's not worth the trouble to start a fight I know I don't want to finish, and risk losing a friend. 

It's just not worth the risk. 

Sometimes it's just easier to pretend that nothing phases you. 

Sometimes it's just easier to avoid all conflict. 

Sometimes it's just easier to sit back and watch the world go by. 

So that's why sometimes, 

I am too shy to share. 

So that's how I feel most of time. Luckily, I have a best friend who is trying to help me get over my fear. I encourage you to say what's on your mind and I will try and do the same. 
***That's all for today, -chey_kidd12 <3***

Jun. 2nd, 2012

Summer is Here, Celebrate

Summer Song

Summer song
Summer long
Summer sounds
Of summer throng

Summer light
Summer night
Summer feels 
Alive and bright

Floating breezes
Fresh and free
Gentle sunkissed
Bumble bee
Curling creatures
Sleeping so
Marching ants
They come and go
Tall grass bends
In sun lit beams
Meadows shimmer
Golden gleams
Birds call out
Their summer song
Dawn to dusk
Singing long
Bubbling brooks
With silver waters
Bluebells dance
Like woodlands daughters
Velvet moss
Enfolds the boulder
Tree stumps covered
Shaded; colder
For-get-me-nots
Smile in their place
Mischievous little dainty face

Summer song
Summer long
Summer sounds
Of summer throng

Summer light
Summer night
Summer feels 
Alive and bright 

By: Alice Anne Gordon
-Summer is finally here and I cant believe it. One year down that you can never get back. Choices made that can never be changed. Friends gained and friends lost. Summer has arrived and I fully plan to live it to the fullest and have as much fun as possible. Well, here goes nothing. Summer 2012 here I come. 

***That's all for today, -chey_kidd12 <3***

May. 29th, 2012

Finals Week

A Song for Finals Week

(sung to "Hark, the Herald Angels sing")

It's that special time of year,

Finals Week is drawing near!

Study hard for every class,

Pray to God that you will pass.

Lots of sorrow, lots of stress,

Even worse than P.M.S.,

Social life goes down the drain,

Yes, it's Finals Week again!

It's that special time of year,

Finals Week is drawing near!


Western Civ and Spanish III,

Econ and Psychology,

Physics and Organic Chem

Keep you up till 3 a.m.

Swill some coffee, stay up late,

Study till you can't see straight,

Caffeine is your closest friend,

Yes, it's Finals Week again!

It's that special time of year,

Finals Week is drawing near!



-This song perfectly describes my finals experience and I thought I should share it with you :)

***That's all for today, -chey_kidd12 <3***

June 2012

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